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I couldn't wait for you to love me.....

So I began to love myself ..

I wasn't born with a silver spoon in my mouth...NO!

I had to dig deep in order to earn my wealth.... 

No one in particular to blame for my downfalls...

Well, no one but myself...

 

I never really could do anything with the pity that you gave me...

So there it is..take it..I placed it there on the shelf...

Alongside all those, "I love you's"..

The "I need you's"....

All those damn lies....

I knew each word of it was bullshit...

 But my mind insisted on replaying each memory time after time....

TIME AFTER TIME..

 

No real place to call "home"....

Just like you; my homes..you see they came and went... 

You were the very last thing I intended to lose 

Well, see... you, I never really intended to gain or to get....

It's like in the blink of an eye...

you brought me much joy and an equal amount of pain..

You see I did indeed love you........

It just seemed too good to be true...

Too good to be true.. for me to have had my own little ray of sunshine ....

My very own piece..

I was too busy preparing for the thunderstorm..

while all along you were busy loving me...  

-SDP

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